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    Friday, February 8th, 2008
    8:41 pm
    I wish I also had a list...could put pluses and minuses..is bread made of corn? and there I was without a list...I like to eat..especially of I dont have to do the dishes. Do butterflies really have a day of life? What would I do in that day? If i was arab I would go to Mecca..
    Monday, February 4th, 2008
    9:49 pm
    for you..there're be no crime..Natia's ex boyfriend died due to overdose of drugs. Left a wife 4 months pregnant. She said she'd always known. Who to blame? People die like that! like tomatoes, like pigs, like insects. what are we , alive worried about.. more empathy people! emplathy to whom? I was empathetical to that English woman who poisoned her drunkard husband. Where did I leave my selnse of loyalty? in Caucasian mountains...those know vendetta. There, were I learned to hate law and respect Adat. Reconciliation..how much transitional justice talks about this ! all in vain?...who are perpetrators and who are victims? give me a definition! RA taught me to look for definitions at all times...Law taught me there are perpetrators and there are victims. Public prosecutors prosecute and judges judge! Poor creatures! How many years will they give to that English woman? Reparation programs in Sierra Leone...how much do they give to mothers whose children are murdered? Lets be optimistic people haha. Amnesty? lets not escalate conflicts..? Dont victims have right to redress? Ashes to ashes..dust to dust. What about truth-to-amnesty process? will we walk in fields of gold?:)
    Lukacho is calling me on skype...my part he is ...less disturbed or less talkative:)and will the sunbirds keep singing?:) he sais I am his best student of Czech:)ja jsem moc krasna slecna:)? oi oi oi :)
    1:39 pm
    oi today is a good day although i had to get up at 8...and chatted with L till the very night:) sun is good ..spring comes soon?:) but its cold still....now I am chattign with NIni . I love chatting with her! come soon lukacho! I miss you !
    Sunday, February 3rd, 2008
    7:23 pm
    What is it that kept me here for more than 2 years? I saw oranges ..very well cut..in a good manner like people do .also I saw I saw some other stuff as well.. i dont remember and a grief face? was it? no I saw something else..I dont remember..only the feeling I do..what is a dream? wake up? shall I ? Amenabar...he he was right. innate repentance. what the fuck? when i was young I used to read the palms:) intuition. Very seldom it betrayed me..and me? i like the smell of Luka and hot asphalt.
    Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
    7:44 pm
    i walk and walk and walk i want to fall on earth for long and long and long ..the sun to burn my body and turn it into ashes
    Tuesday, August 28th, 2007
    9:01 pm
    for three hours ive been drawing suns and starts...i hear each leaf and each footstep..do i have fever? i miss you luka...when u come ill hug you and wont know what to say...
    Thursday, July 19th, 2007
    11:03 pm
    :) luka wrote me on that:)he said: "we should talk about nihilism only when you are happy again, M after so much non-stop worrying u have to feel brunt and nihilist but i know your haour still Cort black, not grey"
    10:35 pm
    it doesnt make sense whether u're happy or unhappy..unless u care about happiness..you know what?just screw it...i dont care..fuck all- both good and bad...doesnt matter...we just are...
    Tuesday, May 15th, 2007
    4:59 pm
    :))) its been a while i havent written (And havent checked ) this journal:) aiaiaia...jenna ...mpua:)

    Idont want any more..
    the sun to come close to the earth and burn eveyone!

    i want see through dress and sandals..
    Saturday, May 27th, 2006
    6:40 pm
    I wanted to take a shower..but my brother is taking one..so i have to wait..but I have to meet my friends in half an hour..I aill be late of course..as usual..and I am in Gerogia now so it's all right..it is funny to keep journals..so many things changed..how shicldish I was a year ago..and how childish I probably am to what I will be a year ago.. adn I tried to sing but I couldn't think of anything..it was teh hardest part...I wonder what it's all about...I think good mood is melancholic cause you always are afraid not to loose it...so, I am melancholic now cause I feel so good! and this is the hardest part...:)
    Friday, February 17th, 2006
    1:56 pm
    so many things have changes since I haven't updated this journal...so many things...
    whatever...this is..
    ha ha ha irony of the destiny

    true..
    whatever...
    I still love you guyes!

    Current Mood: awake
    Monday, October 24th, 2005
    12:24 am
    :)
    gaumarjos jigrebo! menatrebit ! me tqveni! rato shemakvaret tavi???exa xo viqnebodi arxeinad???

    Current Mood: good
    Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
    2:10 pm
    i have been productive yesterday..that makes me happy!!! but it's already 14;10 and I still havent's done anything..that's bad..I have to go now...read Stats!mpuaaaaaaaa

    Current Mood: awake
    Friday, October 21st, 2005
    12:09 am
    "Life can't give me joy and peace; it's up to me to will it. Life just gives me time and space; it's up to me to fill it."
    WIlliam James

    Current Mood: disappointed
    Thursday, October 20th, 2005
    9:46 pm
    i don't want anything..I even don't wanna dance..that is strange..cause...you know..i love it! life is getting dark..and the sun is not shining bright..live is growing ugly and evil..with big black hands...it wants to have me..cause it is hungry..it's hungry even it eats millions like me everyday..it is hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    1:31 pm
    love???mmm
    Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes.
    What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

    See what you think:

    "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her
    toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got
    arthritis too. That's love."
    Rebecca- age 8


    "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
    You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
    Billy - age 4>=20

    "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and
    they go out and smell each other."
    Karl - age 5

    "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries
    without making them give you any of theirs."
    Chrissy - age 6

    "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
    Terri - age 4

    "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before
    giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
    Danny - age 7

    "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing,
    you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like
    that. They look gross when they kiss"
    Emily - age 8


    "Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening
    presents and listen."
    Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

    "If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who
    you hate,"
    Nikka - age 6
    (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)


    "Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
    everyday."
    Noelle - age 7

    "Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends
    even after they know each other so well."
    Tommy - age 6

    "During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at
    all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
    He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
    Cindy - age 8

    "My mommy loves me more than anybody .
    You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
    Clare - age 6

    "Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
    Elaine-age 5

    "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is
    handsomer than Robert Redford."
    Chris - age 7

    "Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
    Mary Ann - age 4

    "I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes
    and has to go out and buy new ones."
    Lauren - age 4

    "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars
    come out of you." (what an image)
    Karen - age 7

    "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
    Mark - age 6=20

    "You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean
    it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
    Jessica - age 8
    Monday, October 17th, 2005
    12:49 am
    ma jeunesse fout le camp tout au long des poèmes
    et d'une rime à l'autre elle va bras balants
    ma jeunesse fout le camp a la morte fontaine
    et les coupeurs d'osier moissonent mes vingt ans

    nous n'irons plus au bois, la chanson du poète
    le refrain de deux sous, les vers de mirliton
    qu'on chantait en rêvant au garçon de la fête
    j'en oublie jusqu'au nom, j'en oublie jusqu'au nom

    nous n'irons plus au bois, chercher la violette
    la pluie tombe aujourd'hui qui efface nos pas
    les enfants ont pourtant des chansons plein la tête
    mais je ne les sais pas, mais je ne les sais pas

    ma jeunesse fout le camp sur un air de guitare
    elle sort de moi-même en silence à pas lent
    ma jeunesse fout le camp elle a rompu l'amarre
    elle a dans ses cheveux les fleurs de mes vingt ans

    nous n'irons plus au bois, voici venir l'automne
    j'attendrai le printemps en effeuillant l'ennui
    il ne reviendra plus et si mon coeur frissonne
    c'est que descend la nuit, c'est que descend la nuit

    nous n'irons plus au bois, nous n'irons plus ensemble
    ma jeunesse fout le camp au rythme de tes pas
    si tu savais pourtant comme elle te ressemble
    mais tu ne le sait pas, mais tu ne le sait pas

    Current Mood: calm
    Sunday, October 16th, 2005
    11:56 pm
    islanders came out of their hiding places and greeted the visitors. This is what Columbus says in his jounal about indigenous peoples: “they are very gentle and do not know what evil is; nor do they kill others, nor steal;and they are without weapons […] I recognized that they are people who would better freed and converted to our holy Faith by love than by force”.
    Do powerful always win? why? I want love to win forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Current Mood: pessimistic
    Thursday, October 13th, 2005
    1:37 pm
    i broke up with him...
    Monday, October 10th, 2005
    12:34 am
    hm
    it's alrady late..i have so much to do..but i'm tired...i was not productive today...I am lazy...I'm so bad..so bad..I hardly feel the responsibility that i carry towards my perants, my country and my people..i'm so bad..
    what do i want? Do i know? I'm just a stupid creature..so naive ..who am I ? what do I want??????
    qari qris..qari qris..qari qris..potlebi mihqrian qardaqar...xeta rigs..xeta jars rkalad xris...sada xar? sada xar? sada xar???

    Current Mood: melancholy
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